ambedo n. a kind of melancholic trance in which you become completely absorbed in vivid sensory details—raindrops skittering down a window, tall trees leaning in the wind, clouds of cream swirling in your coffee—which leads to a dawning awareness of the haunting fragility of life
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sitting in the sun but chilled to the bone
surrounded by people, yet so desperately alone
flutter social butterflies, so blissfully unaware
that internally i rot, consumed by despair